#2

Yes I understand that you just wanted to engage in some roleplay through texting and feel horny "in peace", and yes I also understand that I ruined it with my performance anxiety issues, and that's very unfair to you because you can't even get something so simple so I honestly feel bad about it. But honestly, I'm really really upset. Is that really how you treat your partner who has anxiety??? Can you please take a moment to imagine yourself in my shoes. Imagine yourself as the one with performance anxiety when it comes to sex. Imagine I'm the one who wants to roleplay on the phone and indulge myself in my horny feelings, and instead of doing that with me, you tell me about your anxiety issues. However, instead of seeing that you are in an uncomfortable state of mind and trying my best to console you and help you with it, I get frustrated and snap at you like: I just want to roleplay, I can't even be horny in peace, I played myself etc. Furthermore, I also say "I don't expect your anxiety to just disappear, but if it even affects conversations like this, idk what to do, forget it." Like seriously???? How would you feel if you were me? To make matters worse, I tried to be open with you and wanted to tell you more about the anxiety that I'm facing, hoping you would understand me better. Instead of listening, you disappeared for a good 5 hours??? You literally went to do everything else instead of being there for me when I wanted to share about my problems. Is that really what partners are for? Do I just disappear when you have problems? Forget it? Yeah forget it indeed, I'm not sharing with you anymore anxieties or problems that I'm facing. You can call me secretive all you want because you don't even want to listen to them in the first place. I already feel bad enough that I have made our sexual relationship so awkward with my anxiety and I'm trying my best to improve myself to keep up, and this kind of shit really just doesn't help with how I'm feeling. I really don't know what to say, I'm just disappointed at how you treat me when I'm actually having problems.